living as a white devil in a normal life

2007-05-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

就算了吧!
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2007-04-07T12:26:00.000+08:00

ok... i shall FINALLY update my blog haha. revive the once dead blog.
hmmm...2 weeks ago just celebrated van lam's birthday at bugis-4 hrs of unforgettable suaning sessions...over just like that. but its etched in my memory forever. yeah so me n fiona gave van this recordable jin san shun pig and shouted happy bithday vanessa into it...haha. hope she's touched. lol.
1 week ago i watched a xiang sheng performance at D'marquee downtown east. damn funny sia.
ok here's some:
what christian name a person with surname 'tan' can't have?
ans: Michael (mai ge dan-sell an egg); Ben (ben dan-stupid); Leslie (lai si li dan-get 4 eggs); Lynn (ling dan-zero); Mary (mai li dan- sell an egg); May (mei dan-no egg)
still there's some more but all very long. and i forgot most of them.
oh...christine told me some also.
1) who is hong dou's child?
ans: nan guo. because 'hong dou sheng nan guo, chun lai fa ji zhi, yan jun duo cai xie, ci wu zui xiang si' wahhahha.
2) one day in the middle of the night a girl was going home. she saw a white cat on the wall. although scared, but she went closer to take a look. she realised that the cat had no mouth! what cat did she see?
ans: hello kitty because hello kitty no mouth-after this joke everyone will go check if hello kitty got mouth or not. haha. that's what my bro did anyway.
3) why is Doraemon helpful?
Ans: because he like to shen chu 'yuan' shou. his hand is round mahh. -________-
4) what is Doraemon's fav. colour?
Ans: red. because 'ang ang ang'
still got alot alot. i felt like i was in the Artic that guides meeting. damn cold...lol
yeah currently clogged up at home cause of this stupid flu, sore throat, ulcer...siannnzzzz.
many unpleasant things happened lately. like duh . guides agn. haa. of course there are the better parts like christine and samantha crapping and knowing yingchyi, chenteng, syafiqah,nafeeshah, yunhui,chuyun,valerie better through guides. but through guides i have also seen the ugly side of some, and known some which i shouldn't have known, seen some which i shouldn't have seen. seems that it does more harm than good huh. but its a cca. too bad for me lah.
luckily through all the really turbulent times friends have been there for me. sometimes things happen in school i've got larissa and yingchyi (and caryl?)there. and of course my outside friends or rather, family and actual family. whaa...sounds like sth u write b4 death. but then again, who knows when u will die. life is unpredictable, after all.

2007-02-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

hello people!!
deng dai yi jiu de post+zhao pian finally lai le muahaha.....
because of the millions of pics and the many many happenings, i will have to break up everything into diff posts. yeah so anyway i shall start now.

21/12/06
arrived at London Heathrow Airport at 5.30 london time. Uncle Alan, my mum n dad friend woke up so early specially to pick us up--he lives in Fleet, about 2 hrs drive from London--i'm so touched haha. nothing much happened cuz we were so tired.oh except that we went to the museum. yeah...nth much, no pics.

22/12/06
ah this is where the fun begins. breakfast: different types of cereals and many special bread (my fav. was the Irish potato bread. bet u never try b4 hor...xian mu ba :P) and milk and fruit juice delivered in cute bottles by the milkman. then i got some pics!!

Their house

their forest-like garden

frozen dewdrop

holly that i cut from his garden to deco his house 4 christmas!!

ok. and now for my room.see,his house had 3 stories.i gotthe room in the attic-the biggest.there was like a super single bed, my luggage, and a heater

oh ya. and their house pet-pussy.

their fireplace-lighted by me bro

oh..and they had this really cool clock-made of wood and u could see all the gears

to be continued

2007-02-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone who passes by or happens to read my blog!! my blog IS pathetic. so sorry 'bout that.

let's take it that i am zi yan zi yu-ing. today didn't manage to go out with Larissa. hmm...speaking of which, how's her manicure? anyway, in the end i went home to da sao chu. i sao-ed my whole room(well almost, but the top top shelveds i lazy to climb and clean)...so probably there are some unpleasant thingies manifesting up there right now. and sao-ed my brother's table and the hallway study table. my bro so lazy right, never help me, some more i have to help him clean haiz...

yup anyway, ss test is postponed to next friday...hai me ao tong xiao ytd night. so sao xing lar..cuz ytd is my bro's b'day. cannot celebrate in peace. sianzz

tml have to some last minute cleaning and packing cuz i hosting some scholars for CNY renuion dinner.

valentine's day i went out with a bunch of very very close friends and partied at someone's holiday house...damn big can. this is why i have the feeling t i will fail biology!and mdm loh's teaching.....i SERIOUSLY dun have faith tt i can get A1.nevermind. work hard next year.

i'm starting to crap. so i shall stop now. byesss! (:

2007-02-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

ok. i don't have much time cuz its exam week so i'l have to rush thru my post.
2 things:
1) to revive my blog--Fiona tan said that it is dead and asked me to revive it so i shall listen to her
2)i'm seriously pissed.

right. this post will probably get me into big trouble and perhaps kena hantam by mrs chong and 3/1 but I DON'T CARE. because this is THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH.

so anyway today ms leow told us that alot of pple in 3/1 never do e 2nd page of the test, so mrs chong wana ask ms leow to set another 16 mark test for THE SAKE OF 3/1 PPLE, probably so to not make 3/1look so bad cuz they miss out 16 marks on 2nd page and tt will probably cause them to fail. is it fair??? NO.DEFINITELY NOT. please lar...is 3/1 CARELESS.FORGOT to look at 2nd page. is their fault. there's no valid reason for us to do another test to qian jiu them. neither is it fair for them to do another test on their own to replace this current e-maths test. they should just live with it and learn from their mistakes.

oh and btw this a SERIOUS ACT OF BIASNESS. u think other classes dun have pple who nvr do 2nd page meh? 3/4 got also. but ms leow oso nvr go say must do another test to qian jiu them. and actually another test is no harm. in fact it may even help pull up some pple who fail during the 1st emaths test-probably me. but this isn't my point. not at all. u think if got 1/2 a class of pple during o'level miss out 1 page and lose 16 marks Cambridge will purposely set another paper for the whole singapore to do meh? use ur brain lah... this is entirely stupid and juvenile.

oh...and i am sorry for any misunderstanding. i am not blaming 3/1 pple. sorry sorry. maybe cuz last time this kind of thing happen b4 in my pri sch so i am a little too agitated. *apologies*

but seriously la this kind of biasness always happens.but THIS IS THE WORLD.never fair. corruption. isn't this what makes the world go round? wei hu the elites.protect them cuz they are the best. too bad for me then.

i suddenly thought o sth: what's the point of living if all you think about is winning. like this you will huo de hen xin ku. trust me-i've been through it before. haizzz...but this is how the world is, isn't it? unfair, winning, elitism.oh well. bet that the world is going to end soon. a new tian zhen form of humans will be produced and this current one shall be emptied into the rubbish bin before things get too ugly- kids are getting more and more scheming at a younger age. very soon the "ren zhi chu,xing ben shan" cannot be used ler.and its funny. the smarter the person, the worse their character is. may not be true for all, though.

who knows? perhaps because of this blog i'll be arrested and thrown into the jail tml. haha. not that i'm wishing. but if that happens, they're only silently admitting that this is true.

2007-01-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

hello. i know i promised to post the details of my U.K. trip but i just CAN'T find the pictures!! what's a travel post w/o the pictures,right? so..uh..i'll do that another time kays?

yeah and now's the year 2007 already..so fast..haiz. i'm in 3/2, same with alot of other 2/3 pple.

hmm..oh yeah. sec 3 year will be very busy de..so dun expect me to post alot of stuffs. i think my blog will be on hiatus from abt 3 weeks b4 exams...dun ask me why..just look @ my wishlist. got 1 is 'scholarship to overseas universities' so...yeah, must work extra hard. ever since my trip from the U.K. in which my family and i visited my mum n dad's friend, uncle Alan and his wife, i got even more motivation to go overseas to study. see, s'pore is such a pathetic little small overly-controlled island. ever since this trip, i realised how big the world is and how many places i have got to see b4 my time's up. i've GOT to go overseas to study. my family actually already likes travelling alot. so i've seen many more places compared to others, although i have much less in material possessions. i'm not rich, i just use my money in a different way. so we went to see Oxfordshire, the university town of Oxford where uncle alan,his wife and daughter studied. the buildings are very old but very,very beautiful. the students there mostly live in colleges around the town and most of them have their own chapel. its a really really beautiful place there, especially when you've got such a good guide like uncle Alan. that's my aim. the fees there are so not cheap and so the only way for me to get there is through a scholarship, which y'know, is hard,very hard to get. i am not much of a leader, neither do i have outstanding cca contributions, so the only way is to get exceptional results, which i may not achieve. i don't know for sure, but i must try.
enough of the crap..i'm already slacking in my 1st week of school. that may be impossible. damn it.
y'know,i was thinking, maybe i shouldn't just blog about crappo daily life..maybe i should write on a subject, create a specific audience for my blog..but i don't know yet. books,maybe? travelling stuff,perhaps? don't know. but anyway nowadays i'm getting interested in planes. maybe i should find out more 'bout them. maybe blog about them..hahas. ignore me PLEASE..i'm crapping.
but if you want me to suggest a travel destination, i'm telling you ENGLAND. but only if you've got a really knowledgable guide. and if you're heading there for shopping,i;m telling you DON'T unless you have alot alot of money, cuz many of the international brands use a dollar-to-dollar conversion price, you'll lose out if you go to paris or london to shop. yep..so that's it. i'm signing off..buh-bye!

2006-12-09T16:01:00.000+08:00

hello.
oh damn. fiona tan just told me there is aclass bbq on 26 dec. AND I CANNOT GO!! nvm..have fun the rest of two-three. i'm kinda happy i completed almost all my holiday tasks (: i intend to complete all b4 i leave 4 Europe. maybe when i come back maybe i'll post some pictures. and jingqiu u haven't give me nazira's e-mail!!
bloody hell..sth is wrong with my laptop's keyboard..damn insensitive..hai me have 2 go back n retype some words..waste my time. sheesh. sianzzzzzzzzz.
that day heard from jingqiu van lam already start reading her school bks. siao hor. then she say vj those pple already finish reading the textbooks and i went ?!?!. waseh they very kiasu... our future jing zheng dui shou so hardworking...must buck up sia. oh heck.
tml i'm going shopping with my mum n dad 2 buy winter clothing, shoes and other stuffs. yay! no tuition 4 me..muahahaha.
last wed i went out with caryl and sam. actually we were supposed 2 g bowling @ grassroots, but it was under renovation (jiahui to caryl: please check out the place properly next time hor...) so we ended up in northpoint's timezone. play until no money then caryl say hungry so we go macs and pei her eat. and i saw my pri sch friend. correction classmate. i have so never gone back to my pri sch all these years. cuz i dun really like it there. well, and she recognized me, as she was working at the macs counter (what a surprise), even after i rebonded my hair..so it went:

she looked at me and said: u r jiahui right?

i blur diao, dai awhile then:ya..ohh, as i recognized her as my pri sch classmate.

and caryl ordered her food.

and we went to sit.

but the funny thing is, until today, i still duno what's her name..okay pple, fall off ur seats.

ya so anyway after tt we went to shop for my birthday prezzie, in which my birthday was over about 2 mths ago...we passed by a shop, went inside and looked at the wallets 4 a long long time. and left, and went in again. and the fickle me and dun-wan-to-pay-too-much caryl and sam (i think i also will liddat) couldn't decide and left. then caryl show me one zinc wallet damn nice and say tt we go there n buy loh..yea good idea.

although drag very long ler, but i till wana thank them for thinking of buying me a prezzie. cuz i not much friends in pri sch, and OBVIOUSLY did not belong to the "popular" group, so i nvr really received much presents. as i can remember, i only received 2 presents in 6 years of pri sch life..and neither i received presents from my relatives. yeah so things only got better in sec sch where i had more better friends. at least more pple know that its my birthday. haha..not that i m looking for limelight.

anyway, thanks u guys, everyone who once knew me, for knowing me.

haha.

2006-11-29T14:01:00.000+08:00

NewsFlash:my brother chi cuo yao n became lame.
lala..i'm just being lame here. well actually my brother himself said that. LOL
and he offended his guild master in maple, causing HIMSELF to be degraded from jr to member.
and now he's sparing pple mesos.
LOL. sorry i'm reporting on his actions..heehee.
anyway, i rebonded my hair 2 days ago. and cut my frinch. and until now i still smt. can't recognize myself. haha. so if u see someone on the street tt looks familiar but different tt might be me :) but maybe u dun need 2 wave 2 me cuz i have horrible eyesight and hate wearing spectacles..so even if u wave i may not see u either.haas.
i still can't really believe my mum zhu dong say tt she wana take me rebonding. so nice of her..
don't expect to see me online at night cuz i'm currently hooked onto tv..although i dun have cable. see, that's the reason why my parents don't wanna subscribe cable cuz no cable i already hooked..
-_____________- lameliness is washing over me like the waves washing over the sharp jagged rocks lining the atlantic ocean, thus causing the rocks to glint in the moonlight.
okok..that's it for today..i gotta dash. byeeees!

2006-11-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

hey hey..nth to do today..so blog lor..hahas. yeah so anyway, holiday nth 2 do, it's getting kinda boring. of course i can go find stuff t do..which maybe i'll try that like next week. [procrastination]
nowadays i'm..uh..addicted to buffy the vampire slayer (as always..lol)and return of the condor heroes(shen diao xia lu)-the comic book series by asiapac books. seriously..this comic series is already quite old [i'm such an oldie]
i really think that i'm an extremist..if u get what i mean. as in, for example the buffy series which i'm currently oh-so-crazy about. see, this series has 7 seasons-well it supposed to have a season 8 but they just stopped airing it in America. so not only i borrow the book, i even go to you-tube to look for the tv series..which fortunately there were pple who uploaded the tv series..yeah baby!
Just now during lunch i heard from my parents that one of my relatives just passed away. i didn't really know her but from every year's CNY visit i could tell that she is really nice, but lonely. see, she lives in a ground floor apartment ALONE cuz her children were all in Australia and she couldn't go over to visit them cuz of her age..sad huh.mum said that she kinda gave up living and couldn't eat so perhaps leaving was a jie tuo.
*observes 1 minute of silence*
ok..shall go watch buffy again.. byes!

2006-11-06T15:49:00.001+08:00

hello..
wow..long time since my last post.heehee. bro's been hording the computer for the last week cuz his exams just ended and its his marking days. today streaming subj combis were posted on epebble and i got my 1st choice-B1. i should be rejoicing right now, but duno why i'm not. life's been quite boring since school holidays started. of course tt day i went 2 S.H.E free mini concert with caryl. really goos..wesp. when S.H.E came out and made everyone high!! now i'm so damn tempted 2 go 2 their concert nxt yr..but i'm CURRENTLY AND OFFICIALLY BROKE.haiz... and caryl still owes me my b'day prezzie when my b'day was like a month ago. lols..tt doesn't really matter.
right now i still duno what other 2/3'rians got 4 their combis..but i reckon tt nt everyone will be in the same class again. sad huh..and i'm gona get english tuition!!! ahhhh..cuz looking at the standard of moi english results since sec 1, its obvious why i need english tuition-i'm NEVER going 2 get 8 points 4 my o'levels (which is obviously my dream).
i guess next yr i'm still continuing malay..cuz my mum and i feel tt it is more impt 4 work. but i think i'm gona si de hen can. anyway thx qini 4 motivating me 2 not hate going 2 malay classes this yr. next yr cannot slack le..must start 2 chiong 4 o'levels. guess i;ll have 2 say goodbye 2 my tv serials and computer games. oh great.
but then again, i've got so many things 2 do during the hols i'm not sure if i can finish them all. 2 mths is quite a short time u noe....maybe i shall go find work..earn some extra $$. duno lehs.
yup..i guess this is it..cya readers, and cya 2/3..friends or not, i guess u all have left a footprint in my memory lane.

2006-11-06T15:49:00.000+08:00

2006-10-26T17:31:00.001+08:00

hi.
today's the last day of school, will feel quite sad-surprisingly. In the past, i never got to experience this feeling. even during P6. and please, im not unfeeling. its just that i was thinking-why should i cry for a bunch of i-dun-know-whos (during then). but thanks 2/3 for making me realise how sad is it to part with ur classmates of 2 years and even more importantly, FRIENDS.thanks for making me realise what is unselfish friendship and made me treasure the days we had together as a class even more.
yeah..although i didn't cry, but i m quite sad too. after all, 2 years in the same class now separate confirm sad one what..
but parting is a part of life. in fact, it is sth common. so if you sry for every common thing, then wouldn't you be very tired? of course, cry because you bu she de is perfectly alright, but my point is, u all must be strong kays? dun cry 4 everything. ur tears are precious.
oh ya and jingqiu u duneed 2 copy my blog in ur msn nick and blog right? "my heart is crying, but why isn't there any tears?"my prev. post was sth liddat wad..haiz.u hor, so no originality.
poor vanessa..i'll bet she shed enuf tears to fill up the whole class. so overly depressed. haiz..dun be sad ler kays? u so nice, go VJ confirm alot of new friends one lar. maybe u even 4get me lol. cheer up kays?
hahas..two years have indeed passed so fast. sad cse: why didn't i treasure the first year we were together? *regrets*in any case, the goodbles have been said and fact is that we are going to be separated next year. perhaps some of us in the same class and others not. but it wouldn't be the same anymore. guo le de shi jian bu neng chong lai, ji shi hui dao zui chu de shi hou suo you de shi qing yi jing gai bian le, gan jue ye bu yi yang le.
so..guess its goodbye for now and forever(maybe not cuz we'll still forever be 2/3 'rians right?)...

P.S. sorry i'm writing in han yu pin yin becoz the toopid internet cannot read the chinese words properly and i duno how 2 translate..hahas

2006-10-23T15:09:00.000+08:00

hi i'm online again..blogging.yeah and sorry about yesterday..i was just really pissed.but i was really upset.anyway i'm fine now.nowadays i'm always with fiona..well she's keeping me company in school.thanks hor :).nowadays i feel like i'm drifting apart from some of my friends..duno why but aiya.HECK.seldom get the chance to ka-chiao sotong a.k.a van lam.she's leaving nxt year and probably seldom get to see her in the future.usually its like that lar.when ur good friend leaves the place where u both spend most time in,you'll just drift apart. sad but true.maybe unless u both have a very strong friendship or u get 2 go tuition-ing together or sth.
same like 2/3.we'll be separated in like 3 days.sad.but at least we'll still get to see each other in school.ok lar..maybe still got some chance in which some of us may be in the same class nxt yr..so i guess i can only hold on 2 this hope bahs.
nearing the end now...this word thus has to be said soon.
Goodbye.

2006-10-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

haiz..so long never blog ler..lol.today got back results and uh...didn't do very well.yeah..so anyway someone's actions indeed pissed me off today.actually i am more upset over this than my results..which weren't very brilliante.
lols. ok here's the story.after school i met this person[it] who was ACTUALLY upset over its GOOD RESULTS. see the sacarsm in that?anyway, it could have kept its "sadness" to itself instead of going around to tell every single soul how sad it felt and how it wanted to cry after seeing its results-which were good.like duh .so i really wanted to tell it that: if u are REALLY SAD, u won't go around telling pple about how sad u feel.oh my godd.i can't believe there are such fake pple in this world.god please help this world. oh well 4get it. just my luck 2 meet such a fake.
anyway, fiona tan was really sad 2day cuz of her results.well actually BOTH fionas weren't that elated or should i say: they were sad..i sat down with fiona tan and consoled her. she was really sad, dropping tears all over the table (fiona please 4give me 4 this cheer up kays?) but i noe fiona was fine after school cuz she was DAMN hyper.vanessa wasn't that happy either, but she had jingqiu aroung so i dun be extra lahs. and i did sth 2 piss her off abit..sorry!
but seriously lah..my sadness canNOT be compared 2 any single being on earth. at least u all could cry and let ur tears wash ur troubles away. i am worse. have u guys tried crying WITHOUT tears? that was my type of sadness. indescribable.it was like tears flowing directly from ur heart.not a nice feeling.at all.i was void of humane feelings. couldn't even drop tears or express my sadness. u think i wasn't sad over my results? yeah right.

2006-10-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

today we had class gathering/BBQ at pasir ris park..then it was like so hard to find the place :)
so me, chaoqun and caryl went to samantha's house to meet b4 going there and samantha's house was like soooo pian pi..i had to walk thru a small path in a unmaintained grass patch and i walked alone cuz i was late mahss..quite terrified lors so i walked really fast tt it shocked sam, cq and caryl..haha
anyway we went there and played XBOX and caryl was soo tou ru tt we only left sam's house at 3.05. and chaoqun was pissed. what happened next is kinda..funny so i shall not say as i m very lazy(everyone who knows me shall know this)
so only me chaoqun and caryl took 88 to pasir ris and we alighted actually at the correct spot just tt we didn't realise it. and we took a cab to another area(area 1) in which we had to walk very far... lols and caryl almost broke down
Anyway we reached there in one piece.later samantha came with sebas and dona, sam and i rented a bike. they were so fast tt i obviously couldn't catch up..not becoz i was slow hor..they were simply too fast
we actually didn't eat much there..mainly playing and drinking drinks. at about 7.30 my dad came and sam's dad was eating dinner so i offered to take her home(no lah,is she ask me to take her home.i got zhe me hao xin mehs?)and here i am blogging after playing audition and watching my tv show. today was quite eventful actually..although i did NOT manage to eat the bbq chicken wings..haiz *regrets*
wah write very long today hor. oh i hate the primary school kids-they got 4 days of hols nxt week!! becoz of PSLE marking. but then again, they got EOYs coming up so..muahahaha
aiya okay lar dun crap lers. sleepy. sweet dreams everyone!

2006-10-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

helos..2nd time creating a blog..
first time failed..haha
i'm HIGHHHHH today!! :)
reason 1: blog was FINALLY created
reason 2: i can FINALLY play auditionSEA after a day long of disconnecting from the server
ohh and.. i did NOT copy jingqiu in creating a blog now. i did it OF MY OWN ACCORD.because some pple out there may think that we created blogs at the same time
actually it's because i can't play audition yesterday..so use dis 2 da fa shi jian
i am still more used 2 writing a diary..cuz here, any cat or dog or human who walks by sees my post and if i scold someone openly here...ya u clever pple out there should noe wad will happen
i do have a lot of pple idun like,smt i even critisize my friends..ahh so if u accidentally see ur name here..dun be surprised or offended cuz smt i'm juz being lameeee
ok that's it and remember to tag hors....

P.S. if u wan me 2 link u, then juz leave a message at the tagboard

2006-10-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

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